i forgot that i process through talking out loud
i forget that i process things when i talk to my future self
i forget that i process talking out loud
i forget that i process things when i talk out of my mouth
so, i imagine things that make me sad sometimes
and i dont like to think about these things
sometimes i cant stop thinking about them
and i stress out, i stress out
makes me think I don't have control of my thoughts
so, I must distract and run
but, maybe there's a new way to process
maybe there's a new way to deal with these sad thoughts
what makes them sad?
what makes these thoughts sad?
well, I think, its rooted in thinking that im not important,
or nobody cares about me
I guess that's low self esteem
or the need to be accepted by things
so it's an issue I have with myself, not anyone else
can't blame no one for that shit
so I need to know that,
I am a body, I'm made to play, I know that I'm a body
well I hope one day someone listens to these songs
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